Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by quick shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe pain around a single eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose unusual treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a